Dec. 14, 2008
When we first arrived in the United States
from Franco's Spain, everything we encountered
or bought had "free" written on it.
The boxes of cereal spoke of a free mystery
surprise, the junk mail came bundled,
and somehow that word sang to us.
My father and I got wisethe word
became cheap, untrustworthy, hollow.
Having been fooled before, we knew what "free"
really meant. We learned lessons the hard way;
nothing free ever came so easily, but my mother
who had heard stories of people throwing
out television sets, sofas, washing machines,
perfectly good chairsbelieved in this land
of plenty where people discarded simply
because things were old or someone
had grown tired of them. She believed
in all that was cast to the curb. A cousin
who cruised the neighborhood streets
for these free goods told her of his finds
over the telephone. On the weekends,
she sent my father and me out to hunt,
to find these throwaways, but we always
came back empty-handed. We never
really looked. We stopped for donuts
or to watch a baseball game at the park.
Now, years later, my father dead, my mother
gets the mail, the catalogs, and she sends
it all up to me in Tallahassee, and she's circled
the word "free" and asks me what the deal is.
Most Sundays I try to convince her once
and for all that there are no deals, that nothing
is free, then there's silence over the line,
and I can hear her thinking otherwise.
She is a woman who wants to cling to something
as simple as a two-for-one deal, the extra, the much
more, lo gratis: these simple things she knows
have kept us going all these exiled years.
It's the birthday of Shirley Jackson, (books by this author) born in San Francisco (1919). Her short story "The Lottery" made her famous when it came out in The New Yorker in 1948. It's a story about a small New England town where one resident is chosen by lottery each year to be stoned to death. She wrote the story in two hours.
It's the birthday of short-story writer Amy Hempel, born in Chicago, Illinois (1951). As a young woman, she had a series of traumatic experiences: Her mother committed suicide, and she got into a motorcycle accident and a car accident, all within a short space of time. She became so afraid of death that she decided the only way to conquer her fear was to enroll in an anatomy class and dissect cadavers, and it worked. She got a job counseling terminally ill patients. But she wanted to write fiction, so she moved to New York City and wrote a series of extremely short stories about the strange people she'd known, and that became her first collection, Reasons to Live (1985). The Collected Stories came out in 2006.
It was on this day in 1900 that the physicist Max Planck published his theory of quantum mechanics. The basic idea behind quantum mechanics is that particles of light, as well as other subatomic particles, are unpredictable by nature. If you shoot them across the room, you can never predict exactly where they will end up. The physicist Richard Feynman once said that while only a few people truly understand the theory of relativity, no one understands quantum mechanics. Max Planck himself died in 1947, and he never came to fully accept his own theory, which he published on this day in 1900. But his discovery led to the development of modern electronics, including the transistor, the laser, and the computer.
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